That Feeling

You’re here
finally
that feeling is gone
I was drowning
in my tears
that no one saw
I didn’t want to let them in
but I wanted them to see
someone to see
that I needed love again
I was dying
every time
with every look
every day
for months
I was suffocating
unable to breath
empty
for months
then you
came to me
gently
offering your hand
to pull me to safety
I hesitated
you might be
another hero
come to save me
then let me fall
but maybe
this was real
you knew I needed you
your hand caught mine
just in time
then it vanished
that feeling
left me
now
I can’t describe it
the feeling I have now
when you spin me around
look in my eyes
hold me tight
you care
for me
this broken girl
has a new hand to hold
a new feeling
to embrace
this broken girl has you